There have been some absolutely horrible moments of confusion I’ve experienced in the past couple of days.  One moment I begin to think that things could be worked out and then reality strikes – quickly.  I hear a statement that upsets and angers me or an action that leaves me wanting to yell and scream.

It really is better that I move on with my life as there is too much negativity surrounding this entire situation.  Comments that are made in regards to my son being “a pain in the ass” or “annoying” get to me.  The more I think about just how negative and selfish “T” might be, the more I see this as a very positive move in bub’s and my life.

Recently, T began a new hobby.  I had to work the night this hobby had to be started, and upon returning home, I was told that bubs was in his face, annoying, and wouldn’t listen.  His behavior, according to T, was horrible.  I shot off a look after he made a few more degrading statements about bubs and he said, “I guess I could have offered him a bit to keep him out of my hair.”

Yes, I guess you could have done that, but why would you?  You truly are the most selfish man I’ve ever met.

I’m finding more resolve to move on with my life as the days go by.  It is very challenging, none the less, but important – for many reasons.